Well, I was four months (17 weeks) along with a little baby, which I thought was a girl because I didn't get as sick as I was with our boys. When this week we went into the Dr and there was no more heart beat. As I was laying in the office just looking at our baby on the tv screen just laying there, not moving, I said a little prayer that asked Heavenly Father if this baby knew how much I wanted it and loved it. As I've been sitting here in my house the past few days, I really feel that it does know.

I am humbled and I am grateful for all of my friends and family who have been so wonderful and have shown such wonderful friendship to me and my sweet husband and family. I like to think that I have the most wonderful family, both mine and my husbands, and I have the most wonderful friends. I am grateful for my Savior and for prayer. I am so thankful for prayer.

Thank you all who have helped me get through this. I appreciate all of the prayers, phone calls, meals, flowers, love and support.

Here are the pictures of the kids riding the sled behind the motorbike. The top pictures are of the kids showing off their pajamas on Christmas Eve.

Wow, it is already almost the middle of January 2009. Where do the days go? We had a wonderful Christmas!!! Greg didn't have to work Christmas day, so we played all of the WII games and Playstation games we could, and then took our kids to see Bedtime Stories. During the school break the kids and I had tons of fun. We were able to do lots of fun crafts. Sledding behind the little motorbike was a favorite, and sledding behind the snow machine and the horse sleigh at Grandpa and Granny's was fun. It was nice to not have to work during the Christmas holiday this year.



My sweet brother came home from his mission this last week. It sure was fun going to the airport with all my crazy brothers and sisters. We had fun dressing up......I wish I had a camera for every persons face that saw us. It was a lot of fun. I will have to post pictures as soon as I can get them downloaded.

I am finally posting Halloween!!!!! We had fun dressing up for our Ward's trunk or treat this year.

Kaden, Aspyn and I dressed up as super girl and super man. Ryan dressed up with his cousins as thing 1, thing 2, and thing 3. Takota dressed up as superman. Greg dressed up as 'Joe Dirt.' We had a lot of fun. Rob and Sheri both put the wig on. We had a lot of fun. We also tended Lainee and she dressed up as a princess. I took all of my kids, Sheri's kids, and Lainee to Toys R Us to the parade. We had a lot of fun.

Greg and I took our kids to the straw maze in Rexburg. We got so turned around in there. We couldn't find our way out. We forgot flashlights and it was very dark. We had fun the first 30 minutes of being lost, then the kids kept saying, we've been here mom and dad, I remember seeing that piece of straw!!! Greg.....our superhero, finally led us out.....the way we came in. The kids were so excited that we finally made our way out....except Ryan was not because he knew it the way we came in. So I went and got hot chocolate with the kids and Greg and Ryan went back through the maze. They made it all the way through in 20 minutes! We had a good time. Takota decided to tell the college students that were going in, that 'we were in there for hours!!!' Funny how time is to little kids.

10 YEARS

I never did post what Greg and I did for our 10th Anniversary!!! We went up to my parents Friday night, which was our anniversary. We were going to go to my brothers football game, but it was freezing cold, so we waited at my parents house. We spent the night and then in the morning we took my dad's fourwheeler and rode up a place called Mud Lake. We had a lot of fun, although, when we got a little ways up the mountain, the wind started to really blow and it started snowing on us. So we turned around and went back to my parents and had hot chocolate. We had a lot of fun. I can't believe we've been married ten years. I love my sweet husband with all of my heart. He is a wonderful example to me. I married the best man in the world. We have so much fun together. I can't wait for another 10 years!

We went up to visit my parents to show off our costumes for Halloween. Kaden saw Granny and was scared of her costume. Aspyn is supergirl, Takota was Nacho Libre, Ryan was a football player and Kaden .....we forgot his costume, it was superman. We had a lot of fun at Granny and Grandpa's. We had a cake walk and fish pond. We also made trick or treat candy holders out of paper plates. It was fun. It's always fun to go visit my mom and dad. They are wonderful grandparents.